After much thought... some clarification

I've been thinking today. A lot.
I need to clarify something I said in a previous post. On grey days, I don't forget Sheldon & Thomas. I attempt to forget the pain of losing them. Freeze a moment in my mind--holding both while they were living. Their lives overlapped 9 minutes.
9 minutes of heaven.
And I sang to them.
When I have to function and need to forget, I sing. Hold that image in my mind and allow music to fill my being. I never try to forget my sons. My angel sons. Just the pain of not having them within me. Not having them here.
And so I sing.
Just had to clarify.